Hello, this is just a random journal...

so...My Piano is Broken. Not only the tune, but also some strings and the susspension pedals. It became worse because of rainy weather lately.
My Bro said it because i play it too hard and intens. I spent a lot of time to play piano in the beginning of vacation, almost 8-10 hour a day, since i havent play it for long time. I currently addicted with mozart sonata after re-watching nodame cantabile.

When i said it to my dad, he said that he'd prefer sell it and buy an electric one because having an old-acoustic-piano is very costly.

but i love that 'kawai' piano. It've been with my family since my mother was a child. I don't wanna a new one and i hate electric piano.

Well, I think it's kind of egoist to say something like that since im the one who using that piano. It's kind of useless to repair a piano when no one want play it in my home, when im currently in another town when college started.
i also don't play piano seriously, i never take a course or formal concert, i reject the offer to be private music teacher and i just play songs that i like.
but i love my piano. I don't accept critique in piano (altough im very open in other subjects) it's the only thing that i can do it freely. i don't feel that free when it come drawing, i think alot, do it carefully and listen to others. I also don't feel that free with other music instrument.

I dunno what to do, maybe my piano it's reaching it's limit, maybe my family doesn't afford to take care that piano...


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